I am…you know,trying to forget your empty promises.I’m trying to have faith in you, but you’ve let me down so many times and you’ve caused me so much pain. its not fair for me to trust you when it seems you don’t care. Maybe its too optimistic of me to think that you can come through for me I guess I just have to trust that my God will make you move your lethargic self. I hate that you can be so passive and not make haste with your actions. I think sometimes that if God said he was ready you’d miss out on heaven.